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So Lonely (114,276) by Zachariah from Croatia

When I look at Mariah Carey today, I don't just see a global superstar - I see someone who seems to be carrying an enormous emotional weight. Losing both her mother and her sister, navigating relationships that were often painful, living under relentless public scrutiny for over three decades, and spending much of her life in an industry where genuine trust is hard to find, could leave anyone feeling exhausted. Success and wealth don't erase grief or loneliness. While none of us can know how she truly feels, it's understandable why she sometimes comes across as quieter, more reflective, and perhaps a little sadder than in years past. I think she's just very sad, lonely and doesn't find enjoyment in singing any more.
(Thursday 23 July 2026; 10:11)

Soulless (114,275) by TJ from Norway

I got the same feeling. You just put it into words. Thank you.
(Thursday 23 July 2026; 06:35)


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Daydream 30 re-mastered (114,274) by Terna from Nigeria

Observations. The recording is much louder, updated if you may, the kicks are stronger, but most notable is the placement of her vocals in the mix - they're more forward; like her vocal performance moments really punch through and her uncanny ability to switch on abd off her "big voice" throughout the recording is mind boggling, almost startling but in a very good way. However, I noticed immediately but subtly, the feel of "Daydream" has changed. The original release felt like a dream, the overall atmospheric feel always felt like indeed you were in a daydream, but this feels like a jolt out of that state, kinda like waking up for some strange reason. Some fans may have noticed this but couldn't quite put a finger on it. For me, It made me really hear certain songs like "When I Saw You" and "I am Free" almost like for the first time, and I even let "Long Ago" play and quite enjoyed it. Haha. I'm glad finally "Daydream" has gotten its update moment for the new generation.

(Wednesday 22 July 2026; 22:28)

Soulless (114,273) by Jamie from UK

I don't even think it's medicated as such I think it's something more neurological, the funny facial expressions it's like something is seriously wrong, like dementia or something along those lines.
(Wednesday 22 July 2026; 20:18)


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Brian Tanaka (114,272) by Edward from USA

Tanaka was definitely great for Mariah, but I think he eventually got tired of playing house, and I don't blame him. After seven or so years, it's only fair to move forward with something more formal. More than kids, he probably wanted a committed relationship, a wife, something that was actually going somewhere.

Most likely he proposed and she turned him down. If that's the case, it makes sense that he moved on instead of staying in a relationship that wasn't going anywhere.

He was one of the few people around Mariah who managed to stay out of the drama. Even the craziest Lambs never really blamed him for everything that went wrong in her life, and that's huge.
(Wednesday 22 July 2026; 17:13)


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Mariah's men (114,271) by nancy from Switzerland

Throughout the years Mariah has had many relationships. Tommy was older, somewhat a father role for her. But manipulative and controlling. Of course she did benefit from her carreer boost too. Louis Miguel had to cope with his own demons. Nick Cannon was a narcissistic immature jerk who has 12 children from different women. He took advantage of MC's career. MC was the one who got them the relevant jobs. Brian and Derek Jeter were ok. James Packer was too boring for her. At times I had the impression he did not feel comfortable around MC and her friends. Because they have more youthful vibe than him.

Anderson .Paak (I am not sure if they are stil together

) gives me also this immature Nick vibe. I hope she finds stability. Maybe someone who is not in this business, who is more grounded.

(Wednesday 22 July 2026; 17:01)

Bio-pics / Judy (114,270) by jaker20 from US

Most pop stars probably had similar life stories if not worse, but they will never tell their true stories while they are alive unless there's a lawsuit where they are required to reveal them. Because it's damaging to their careers. Look at what happened to Kesha.

I feel like Mariah's recent life story has been sad, and it's all happening at a time when pop career is pretty much over. And if you juxtapose it with her image as a Christmas lady it's even sadder because it is a facade. Sometimes, I wish she would just retire and enjoy her life.

(Wednesday 22 July 2026; 14:19)


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Brian Tanaka (114,269) by MusicfanJ from Germany

It is very sad. I liked Bryan Tanaka, he seemed caring and Mariah was way happier with him. I wish they were still together. Since the break-up she seems a bit lost and the sadness in her eyes is still there. I really hoped they would stay together.

(Wednesday 22 July 2026; 13:50)


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Brian Tanaka (114,268) by nancy from Switzerland

Brian was a great guy. Made Mariah feel special. According to some news he wanted to have a family with own kids. That's the reason they allegedly split up. I honestly think the reason is completely another one: He saw his career stagnating next to Mariah's, and saw that she was on a downward spiral. He decided to save himself from this disaster. Today he has other projects. But still not married and no family. Sadly at some point everybody leaves her, when there is nothing left to make profit from.

(Wednesday 22 July 2026; 13:05)

More depth to the interesting video (114,267) by Bill from the UK

I first noticed Mariah entered that statuesque and spaced out manner as far back as E=MC2, particularly around the I Stay In Love promo and in that video too. There was some footage of her in the studio and her hands were visibly shaking. In the video for ISIL as well, she doesn't appear to move much, except when she's walking away from the exploding car (which by the way seemed to have nothing to do with the plot other than "let's have the car explode").

I attributed it at the time to the miscarriage and her likely being on some sort of medication to deal with either the physical and/or emotional toll of that experience. Then she seemed like herself again during the pregnancy, Memoirs, MCIIY, and the beginning of the MIAM era with Triumphant. It seemed the catalyst was the arrival of Stella and the Nightmare Era. She's never been the same since.

I suppose I have to admire the old brass for going out there and (ellipses), well, I can't call it singing nor performing. But I guess just going out there. But at what cost?
(Wednesday 22 July 2026; 11:35)


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More depth to the interesting video (114,266) by Edward from USA

Of course Tanaka knew and it was evident he genuinely cared. She looked happy when he was around.
(Wednesday 22 July 2026; 04:03)


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More depth to the interesting video (114,265) by T from USA

She's been acting dependent on drugs (maybe opioids) since the fall in 2013. Because she was fine on American Idol, even showing up on time for the telecasts. All the tardiness and aloof behavior came after the fall, after being put on pain killers. I'm wondering if she's still on them and the dose now is uncontrollable.
(Wednesday 22 July 2026; 03:28)


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More depth to the interesting video (114,264) by Bobby A from United States

I just thought about this. Did we miss MC's strange behavior and lack of movement in Mariah's World? Do you think Tanaka knows what is going on with MC and that is why their relationship ended?

(Wednesday 22 July 2026; 00:31)


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More depth to the interesting video (114,263) by Edward from USA

You British people are so heartless.
(Tuesday 21 July 2026; 19:31)


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Soulless / Underneath the Stars snippet (114,262) by nancy from Switzerland

I liked the snippet of [Underneath the stars]. She has a very good feeling for melodies, sounds etc. But the voice is very fatigued. Regarding the eyes, I guess she is reading the lyrics while singing. She looks more nervous, anxious, insecure, resigned. I still appreciate that she continues to do her thing. No matter what. People don't have to be discriminated about their diseases, mental issues etc. I guess we have to embrace her new personality with all her limitations. My humble opinion.

(Tuesday 21 July 2026; 19:00)

More depth to the interesting video (114,261) by Bill from the UK

How dare you. That list is a record of genuine, bone fide reasons as to why Mariah occasionally has to lip sync a couple of lines during one of her show stopping performances.
(Tuesday 21 July 2026; 15:23)


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More depth to the interesting video (114,260) by Edward from USA

Bill, I don't appreciate your sarcasm. We've just been informed that Packer not only murdered Patricia but also her sister Alison. This is horrifying news.
(Tuesday 21 July 2026; 13:28)


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Bio-pics / Judy (114,259) by MusicfanJ from Germany

Since we had a little conversation about a bio-pic about Mariah with pro's and contra's, I watched "Judy" yesterday. Somehow I missed this movie, but it was so good. I couldn't see Zellweger anymore just Judy Garland. The movie was intense and some scenes were really tough because it was so sad. Just the other week I watched "Control" about Joy Division, another outstanding bio-pic which is so sad too and very hypnotic at the same time. But "Judy" got me even more. I was surprised, maybe because you could see what show-biz had done to her since she was a little girl. I will never watch "Oz" with the same feelings, I didn't know that it was so cruel behind the scenes back then. But back to the bio-pic, when they showed Judy alone in the hotel room with all the pills for sleeping and so on, I thought I hope it's not the same with Mariah. At one scene a doctor says to Miss Garland: "Please take more care of yourself." Of course it was already too late which made it so heartbreaking. The movie resonates quite long. Has anybody else seen it and liked it as a movie/bio-pic?
(Tuesday 21 July 2026; 10:53)

More depth to the interesting video (114,258) by Bill from the UK

I've added "James Packer conspiring to murder her" to my list of excuses as to why Mariah can't move or sing anymore.

In my view it's probably as simple as her battling this mystery neurodegenerative disorder, whilst at the same time mixing prescription medication for her bipolar disorder with alcohol.
(Tuesday 21 July 2026; 07:19)


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Soulless (114,257) by Lainsky from Philippines

At least I am not the only one who noticed it. While I used "expressionless", your description, Ed, is more appropriate. Yes, that deadness in her eyes appears soulless or emotionless. Thus, a lifeless but still beautiful voice. She's disconcerting to watch in that video.
(Tuesday 21 July 2026; 03:57)


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More depth to the interesting video (114,256) by Bobby A from United States

MC's life is filled with just as much scandal and disappointment as Madonna's life. There were two eras for them both that were hot topics for the media because of personal and career setbacks. MC can come back with a strong album just like Madonna did with Confessions II. MC needs to let go of her diva antics and return to her roots of letting her music shine and revisit that young woman on Vision of Love, Alone in Love, The Wind, and Looking In.

MC: MIAM/James Packer and Glitter/post Charmbracelet
Madonna: Erotica and American Life
(Tuesday 21 July 2026; 03:53)


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Soulless (114,255) by jaker20 from US

She seem to have gotten more done too which lessen her facial expressions so there's that, as well as the heavy makeup, so likely it's not all meds.

(Tuesday 21 July 2026; 03:02)


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Interesting video (114,254) by jaker20 from US

"My work is tech." Like most people, it's not 1995.

And why is everything a debate to you, is that what you learned in journalism? I'm not debating, I'm just pointing out that your journalistic career of online-posting is full of inconsistencies.

First you said it was well researched, then you said the clips have been around forever (inconsistency 1), then you said we should thank him for the hard work, then you said the world is full of automated process now (inconsistency 2), then you said it's "organic effort", and then you said "every video editing software has AI features" (inconsistency 3). Then you said it's an honest monologue, then you went on about scaling an online business (how is deepfakes and scraping scraped content honest, you yourself said they're around, he doesn't own them).

Your promo of scraped pseudo journalism is confused.

(Tuesday 21 July 2026; 02:50)


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More depth to the interesting video (114,253) by T from USA

Ok, now we're getting somewhere. I had never put the connection together between leaving James Packer and screwing him out of so much money and the NYE fiasco. It does make perfect sense. She fired back on "Caution" with some pretty stingy songs but maybe he got the last laugh and had her mom and sister killed on the same day. It's been reported he's into some shady things and maybe he knows a lot of dangerous people. I wonder if Mariah feels guilt about that relationship now and all the trauma it's caused thereafter. Maybe hence the medication to cope. Or maybe the people drugging her are part of the conspiracy.
(Tuesday 21 July 2026; 02:39)


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Soulless (114,252) by Edward from USA

That UTS snippet sounds fine, but she looks heavily medicated, with that empty, almost soulless stare. I'm genuinely concerned about her well-being. I hope she's doing okay.

(Tuesday 21 July 2026; 01:23)

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